Thursday, October 21, 2010

I hate what ifs, it should be like this:



What's your world, come into mine?


share the secrets from time 2 time.


U burned an image in my eye


A faceless face, that can't be described.


What’s mine be yours and yours be mine?


A countless things of numerous time.






.






Hold someone dearly or watch them drift away


but in the end, it'll be your dismay.


So why let something good pass you by


without a fight,


you couldn't say that you have tried.


Distance isn't enough,


to show that you've given up.






So I ask u from deep within,


to look squarely in my eyes


after the good days are spent,


that you want me as much as I want you.






Nothing but a dream, a made history


so from here on now,


just take me in the presence


and love me for who I am






for who am I?


Will only be built in infinite less roads


but at least, my journey


has taken its right path,


cause you are close.






And all I want to do is Thank You, Love.






I love you because

I love you because you make me smile

whenever the thought of you comes to mind…
I love you because you make me laugh
with those silly little jokes of yours…
I love you because you wipe away my tears whenever the pain of
missing you gets unbearable…
I love you because I can be me around you
and not try to pretend…
I love you because you are always here for me no matter the distance…
I love you because you know me better
than I know myself…
I love you because of the person that you are you don’t have to hide around me…
I love you because you are my better half…
I love you because

Without you I am nothing
I love you because you are a part of me..




Thursday, October 7, 2010

I wish that you were mine and no one else’s.

I long for the end of a hard day where we sit on the couch and you stroke my hair.
And kiss my cheeks.
I want to argue over the remote and whether or not to screen calls during dinner.
I wish that you love me as I love you.
And when you look into my eyes you can see the depths of my soul.
And I touch you and feel the smoothest, softest feeling I’ve ever felt.
I wish I could wake up to your smile and go to sleep with you lying
peacefully next to me.
A perfect day of you and I together without hesitation or fear of the outside world.
I wish that you could understand the heart of a woman and the soul of a man.
Meet me in my paradise.


Wednesday, October 6, 2010

My heart

I have been waiting to give my heart away.
Waiting by the side of a country dirt road.
Waiting on the platform of the train station
where you left me that night.
Waiting in a crowded restaurant at a table for one.




I do not know how to let it go.
Not sure if you will return it in a million pieces.
Or steal it and then throw it away.
Will you protect it on life’s long journey?


Will you nurture it when I am in pain?
Will you give me the breath of life
when I feel I don’t have one?
Will you give me your heart in exchange?




Take care of dear heart.
I need it to breathe, to speak,
to listen to the words that you say.


I need it to be whole, to be human.
I need it to find my way to you.
I need it to love you forever.
I need it to make the journey and back again.






Monday, October 4, 2010

What do I do with me now?

What do I do now that I'm on my own
What we did together beats
anything I've done alone


Since the day that you left
I've been asking myself
Is this how it's gonna be
Without you what do I do with me




I don't wanna go out
but I just can't stay home
I don't need company
but I sure don't wanna be alone,


And to tell myself that I'm doing well
is only making believe
Without you what do I do with me
Without you where do I go


Where do I turn
I'd sure like to know
What do I do with all of our things,
And how do I spend all this time on my hands


I've tried everything
I've been racking my brain
It must be as bad as it seems,
Without you, what do I do with me






Without you where do I go
Where do I turn
I'd sure like to know
What do I do with all of our things,


And how do I spend all this time on my hands
I've tried everything
I've been racking my brain
It must be as bad as it seems,


Without you, what do I do with me
What do I do with me Now.
I Can't Imagine Life Now
Without you...


Friday, October 1, 2010

Where you have been.

She came to me

I do not know how
She awakened my heart, I can feel now
Emotions I had forgotten,
How could this be, this someone could see deep inside of me






She is so caring, and so very kind
compassion and understanding, what a rare find
She listens intently, as I do
I question, where has She been?






So many relationships ended with grief,
I dare not try again, it depletes me you see
So many years, I had finally given up
Always searching, disappointing for me
but She brought me a cup
full of hope you see,


The pain over, spills over the rim
just the joy of meeting me and I am meeting her
I had given up, on a lady that deserves me
always searching, but She found me






I can be me, my faults, and my joys
She appreciates me, I do not have to be coy
I care for him, She is so good you see
But I could not find her, the one meant for me






So cold inside, my Heart was ice
but She warmed up my Heart,
took away my strife
I can trust on her, this special friend in my life
I only hope that I can be there for her,
repay the joy, brighten her life


How fortunate for me..that throughout my life
all the wrong lady, all the sacrifice
only to find in my later years, that She would touch my life,
take away the tears, and also, taking away my fears






I appreciate her, and She truly likes me
I have waited so long, and finally She found me
I do not know what the future holds,
though I know now, She makes me whole


I thought my life, my love was over
but I have found happiness, the truth be told.
I have waited all my life, just to be with him!
My sweet precious lady, where have you been?