How come some days are so easy?
Then some days I feel like dying
How can I be so strong one day?
Then the next I am holding myself back
Back from picking up the phone
I want to move on
I want to forget you
But I feel like it's impossible
My heart is addicted to you
It knows nothing but you
Once the pain starts to go away
You fill my heart back up with agony
I have to come to terms with myself
That you loved her more
You still want her more
And it's sad cause you really have no idea
That I was so much more true to you
But I was so weak
And she was strong
Why must is be so difficult
How come I can walk away
from anyone but you?
What is done is done and I must let you go
But I am afraid that one day you might return
And crumble me back into peices
I have to stay strong
If and when you return
I will be ready
To crumble you into peices...
