I hate what ifs, it should be like this:
What's your world, come into mine?
share the secrets from time 2 time.
U burned an image in my eye
A faceless face, that can't be described.
What’s mine be yours and yours be mine?
A countless things of numerous time.
.
Hold someone dearly or watch them drift away
but in the end, it'll be your dismay.
So why let something good pass you by
without a fight,
you couldn't say that you have tried.
Distance isn't enough,
to show that you've given up.
So I ask u from deep within,
to look squarely in my eyes
after the good days are spent,
that you want me as much as I want you.
Nothing but a dream, a made history
so from here on now,
just take me in the presence
and love me for who I am
for who am I?
Will only be built in infinite less roads
but at least, my journey
has taken its right path,
cause you are close.
And all I want to do is Thank You, Love.
I love you because you make me smile
whenever the thought of you comes to mind…
I love you because you make me laugh
with those silly little jokes of yours…
I love you because you wipe away my tears whenever the pain of
missing you gets unbearable…
I love you because I can be me around you
and not try to pretend…
I love you because you are always here for me no matter the distance…
I love you because you know me better
than I know myself…
I love you because of the person that you are you don’t have to hide around me…
I love you because you are my better half…
I love you because
Without you I am nothing
I love you because you are a part of me..
I wish that you were mine and no one else’s.
I long for the end of a hard day where we sit on the couch and you stroke my hair.
And kiss my cheeks.
I want to argue over the remote and whether or not to screen calls during dinner.
I wish that you love me as I love you.
And when you look into my eyes you can see the depths of my soul.
And I touch you and feel the smoothest, softest feeling I’ve ever felt.
I wish I could wake up to your smile and go to sleep with you lying
peacefully next to me.
A perfect day of you and I together without hesitation or fear of the outside world.
I wish that you could understand the heart of a woman and the soul of a man.
Meet me in my paradise.
I have been waiting to give my heart away.
Waiting by the side of a country dirt road.
Waiting on the platform of the train station
where you left me that night.
Waiting in a crowded restaurant at a table for one.
I do not know how to let it go.
Not sure if you will return it in a million pieces.
Or steal it and then throw it away.
Will you protect it on life’s long journey?
Will you nurture it when I am in pain?
Will you give me the breath of life
when I feel I don’t have one?
Will you give me your heart in exchange?
Take care of dear heart.
I need it to breathe, to speak,
to listen to the words that you say.
I need it to be whole, to be human.
I need it to find my way to you.
I need it to love you forever.
I need it to make the journey and back again.
What do I do now that I'm on my own
What we did together beats
anything I've done alone
Since the day that you left
I've been asking myself
Is this how it's gonna be
Without you what do I do with me
I don't wanna go out
but I just can't stay home
I don't need company
but I sure don't wanna be alone,
And to tell myself that I'm doing well
is only making believe
Without you what do I do with me
Without you where do I go
Where do I turn
I'd sure like to know
What do I do with all of our things,
And how do I spend all this time on my hands
I've tried everything
I've been racking my brain
It must be as bad as it seems,
Without you, what do I do with me
Without you where do I go
Where do I turn
I'd sure like to know
What do I do with all of our things,
And how do I spend all this time on my hands
I've tried everything
I've been racking my brain
It must be as bad as it seems,
Without you, what do I do with me
What do I do with me Now.
I Can't Imagine Life Now
Without you...
She came to me
I do not know how
She awakened my heart, I can feel now
Emotions I had forgotten,
How could this be, this someone could see deep inside of me
She is so caring, and so very kind
compassion and understanding, what a rare find
She listens intently, as I do
I question, where has She been?
So many relationships ended with grief,
I dare not try again, it depletes me you see
So many years, I had finally given up
Always searching, disappointing for me
but She brought me a cup
full of hope you see,
The pain over, spills over the rim
just the joy of meeting me and I am meeting her
I had given up, on a lady that deserves me
always searching, but She found me
I can be me, my faults, and my joys
She appreciates me, I do not have to be coy
I care for him, She is so good you see
But I could not find her, the one meant for me
So cold inside, my Heart was ice
but She warmed up my Heart,
took away my strife
I can trust on her, this special friend in my life
I only hope that I can be there for her,
repay the joy, brighten her life
How fortunate for me..that throughout my life
all the wrong lady, all the sacrifice
only to find in my later years, that She would touch my life,
take away the tears, and also, taking away my fears
I appreciate her, and She truly likes me
I have waited so long, and finally She found me
I do not know what the future holds,
though I know now, She makes me whole
I thought my life, my love was over
but I have found happiness, the truth be told.
I have waited all my life, just to be with him!
My sweet precious lady, where have you been?
You bite my neck and I like It a lot,
you make It feel good
DAMN It really hits the spot!
you whisper In my ear my beautiful lady love,
you say I shouldn't love you
and I don't know why,
your voice Is so pure and so true,
It's hard to believe that you love me too,
every kiss you give so soft and delicious,
It tastes so good, It's really nutritious,
each bite you give me doesn't hurt one bit,
each time you bite me I don't even throw a fit,
you say my blood Is so sweet and nice,
to you It tastes just like sugar and spice,
I love when you bite me, kiss me, hug me too,
I especially love It when you say
"I LOVE YOU"
I wish you were here again,
we had so much fun towards the end,
i cried for you every night,
why did you have to see the light?
it shouldn't have been time for you to go,
there was so many things
you were suppose to know,
you were suppose to live your life,
and one day become a beautiful wife,
you were the one i was able to look up to,
all the things you helped me get through,
your hugs i miss them very much,
i would do most anything
just to feel your touch,
your laugh is all i wish to hear,
whether it can be far or near,
best friends we promised till the end,
but we didn't get alot of time to spend,
i wish you were here right now,
if only i could bring you back some how,
i would turn the hands of time back around,
you're the best friend i had ever found,
i miss you alot i really do,
i miss you alot..and i love you too...
Everyday i wish you were here,
just so you can whisper in my ear,
right now i just feel so alone,
is there any place that i can call home?
in your arms is where i want to be,
and you can be right here lying next to me,
in your arms is where i belong,
while you can sing to me your beautiful song,
I want to hold hands with you
and walk on the beach,
while giving you kisses..i hope i can reach,
you are so bright and beautiful,
is there any place you haven't been?
I want to travel the world someday,
hoping to find you on my way,
I pray to god you are the one,
my prince charming to become,
but for now I'll love you from afar,
and I'll always love you with all my heart...
Lying still in bed
Thoughts running through my head
Blush on my cheeks
As I continue to think
About how you make me feel
So happy
I love the way you smile
And that I can make you do it
I love our talks
And your laugh
I want to be next to you
To hold you close
And know that you are real
Not just a dream
You’re not just a dream
You're my lady love
Today I found out that your feelings
for me are gone
They will no longer be here,
so I have to be strong
But the truth is, our feelings aren’t the same
My feelings for you still remain
I’m going to miss the times we were together
Saying our love would last forever
I never thought your love for me would end
And now I’m left with pain that will never mend
I wish I could see you one last time
So I can see what was once mine
I can still imagine you standing next to me
But I know it will never go back
to the way it used to be
And ever since that summer day
My love for you will always stay
But those are feelings I can no longer show
Because today, you let me go
That night we were together
I wished it went forever
And when you where laying next to me
I felt like I was in a fantasy
Being next to someone so beautiful like you
Made my dreams come true
I had so much to say
But I just let you walk away
I was so close
And that what hurts the most
But I don’t know what to do
now I’m not next to you
Because I need you here
I need you near forever & ever.
I love you.
How come some days are so easy?
Then some days I feel like dying
How can I be so strong one day?
Then the next I am holding myself back
Back from picking up the phone
I want to move on
I want to forget you
But I feel like it's impossible
My heart is addicted to you
It knows nothing but you
Once the pain starts to go away
You fill my heart back up with agony
I have to come to terms with myself
That you loved her more
You still want her more
And it's sad cause you really have no idea
That I was so much more true to you
But I was so weak
And she was strong
Why must is be so difficult
How come I can walk away
from anyone but you?
What is done is done and I must let you go
But I am afraid that one day you might return
And crumble me back into peices
I have to stay strong
If and when you return
I will be ready
To crumble you into peices...
Yes love I am the guy to whom you were dreaming &
wondering if things could be like they were before...
only if i could talk to you in person
holding u close through the night...
It was the most amazing night
kissing ur sleepy eyes
kissing ur lips and gazing in ur eyes
feeling ur smile fill my soul
It was a loving of surprise
maybe it was just that i love u jaan forever
and my loving is always so fresh
yes all i want the most is for you to be happy.
Maybe we don't have all these things
my LOVE will always be as fresh for u
in my dreams i will always be with u...
jaan i love you...
When you are kissed by me
Not only it's your mouth
not only just your neck
not only just your forehead,
not only just your back..
When you are kissed by me
I kiss you million times
all desires
all scares
all doubts
till all of them are mine.
I kiss the love you give me
For each and every day
that leaves a smile right on me
when I try to go my way.
I kiss the rights and wrongs of your’s,
making unique from the rest
Although they might cause wrangling
But I know the ending would be the best.
My love for you, you cannot measure
Every moment with you being with me
I treasure.
My love for you I cannot hide
I need you close to my side
Cause I can't stand to be apart
You’re too close to my heart
So please don’t say “NO”
Or my heart will die
The love you can give
Is what let's me live.
Whispers in the night,
From a voice so deep with in.
Saying listen to me cry.
Don't you care for me anymore?
Or am I too much for you to endure?
Lately you've been very unsure
of the path you musttake.
When will you see yourown mistake?
Love me more than you
OR love me.
Listen to me I say,
Pain is who you've become.
Tears have been falling from your eyes,
For quite a while.
It's time for you to grow.
Only by letting go of the pain,
Will you be able to find yourway.
Listen you forgot to put me first.
That’s why it hurts.
I am you wanting to be set free.
Listen!!!
Yes this silence is what you wanted
wondering if things could be like they were before...
only if i could talk to you in person
holding u close through the night...
It was the most amazing night
kissing ur sleepy eyes
kissing ur lips and gazing in ur eyes
feeling ur smile fill my soul
it was a loving of surprise
maybe it was just that i love u jaan forever
and my loving is always so fresh
yes all i want the most is for you to be happy.
Maybe we don't have all these things
my LOVE will always be as fresh for u
in my dreams i will always be with u...
jaan i love you...
I find myself watching sunsets
trying to find your face in them.
I find myself reading books
I've never read before
trying to find new words for you.
I try new foods searching for a recipe
that is just for you
I listen to the birds singing
trying to find a song just for you.
When I feel the wind on my skin
I feel you touching me
When the sun warms my skin
I know it's your breath warming me
When I walk in the rain
I know it's your love showering me
When my feet sinks into the sand
I know that I'm falling for you.
I am in love with you
You are the Queen of my heart
And with each day that passes
I realize that without you
My life feels empty
I crave for your special touch
And long to rest in the comfort of your arms
I am in love with you
And even though my heart breaks
With each day that passes
I realize that you are worth waiting for
And I will wait for day
Until the window is open
And you rule my heart again
I miss you
Since you’ve gone away
Part of me is missing
I feel it as I lay
My head down on my pillow
So soft and comforting
But it doesn’t ease the pain
My heart is still hurting
It aches to see you
One last time
To show how much I love you
Yet, I know this is a crime
To want to bring you back
To this hope forsaken land
For suffer, hurt, and pain
In lieu of God’s Heaven
I can’t help
But to think about the world
You tried to protect me from
When I was a young boy
Sometimes I felt resentment
But I wanted you to see
I understand your actions
You did what you did for me
To guide me
Along my journey in life
When no one else was there
To help me cope with strife
You taught me to be strong
And to be aware
Of people’s bad intentions
Their ability to be unfair
I am today
Who I want to be
I don’t take shit from no one
Are you proud of me?
I’m not the sweet defenseless boy
I started out to be
You made me so much braver
I’m as hard as a rock now
Maybe a little too so
But I wouldn’t trade it for anything
I wanted you to know
I will cherish you
And the memories that I have
Of growing up together
All the good and bad
They make us who we are
And at times they make me laugh
Like, “Hey, Love, look at me!”
While I was falling on my knees
You will always be with me
You notice, the love in my eyes!
You didn’t feel the pain
I was thinking of you
My children will hear all about you
The funniest guy ever known
They’ll be grabbing their sides from the stories
Then, I will slip away alone
To shed tears for you
Which I’m sure will happen at times
To remember our time together
And read these heart-felt rhymes
I have accepted that you’re gone now
And I have to set you free
No more haunting my dreams
Rest peacefully
I would still love your visits, though
Every now and then
You are part of my life
And will be to my end.
I have to let go, so………..I’m letting you go.
